John Lockedman's Journal

[Saints Sasha]

*The Journal pages seem old and yellowish*
          The L--t


       Another relocation? Again? City 18, City 11, City 17, City 97, Now City 45? I'm not that lucky, no, but I'm the only one of my friends to make it through all this. I don't have friends anymore, why? The Combine. I lost everything to them, everything but my life. I can't watch them use humanity as a recourse anymore... I know they will kill me sooner or later like everybody else. If they will, what's the point of just waiting? Atleast I could try and help stopping them... and die for a reason. But what do I have to do that? Fighting them? Maybe, byt not the best idea for now... resisting doesn't mean fighting... it means stopping... and before I die, I want to resist and die with honor. *few dark blood stains or on the bottom of the page blocking out the text* -st. I just need some help...